I said that I would say good-bye to you
its often on my mind.
I'm lying to myself.
If I said good-bye, life would be a breeze.
right now...I am not at ease.
Its hard-so hard.
My morning thoughts are all of you
my afternoon thoughts too.
My evening and my night times
they are all thoughts of you.

I want to say I love you
its hard to speak the words.
I don't believe in love.
Then why do I feel so?

At midnight I awaken
with your name upon my lips
I toss and turn till early dawn
and wish that you were with me.

Why can't I turn away from you
and keep you far from thought?
Its really all I need and want right
now. Why... is it so difficult?


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